It is really embarrassing bursting into tears at work all of the time! Everyday I wake up alone, eat my meals alone and come home to an empty flat. I have been working so much, my family and friends are far away and my husband even further. I think it is tough for anyone to move to a new city but it is especially when it is on your own. I cannot even pop on a train and see my husband! I’m quitting my job.
Finishing my training was important to me and I thought I could be strong enough to complete this year, but I’m not, I realise my health and happiness is much more important. It is so important to be happy and my current situation is causing me to spiral into such a deep depression. I do not enjoy my job at all and it’s making me really stressed, exhausted and low. I have plans to live in India and so qualifying as a pharmacist in the UK is simply not worth sacrificing my sanity anymore.
I’m quitting my job, packed my bags, applied for a new passport (after my water damage incidence) and will get a one-way ticket to India. I haven’t taken this decision lightly, I really feel that quitting is the best thing for me to do.